The Muddle Puddle

So things aren't feeling as weird as I thought they would here. Sure my Friends Page is a bit slow but it is to be expected.

I dropped some Inuyasha fanfic in my Lj and some FMA fanfic over at fma_fic_contest

Not so bad. A slow start beat the dead standstill I was at so YAY ME!!

Life is dribbling along my anxiety is still my anxiety but it doesn't have absolute reign over me any more and I can mesh with that. Work is still just a boon for me I'm just not happy there even as I admit it isn't a horrible place to work it's just when it come to key factors for me they fail on those fronts in the same grand fashion a fish fails to climb a tree. My foot is still on the mend even if it sends electric fire like jolts through my toes and the incision at times. Could do without that but it's all part of the healing process I suppose.

Is anyone active in any fic comms on here any more? Any new ones? Are my INUand FMA peeps still around and about here or has everyone moved fic dropping to AO3? Speaking of AO3 feel free to leave your AO3 link in a comment I think I'm missing several people on my watch list over there.

Sleep well, dream even better.

Hey All I am indeed still alive WOOT!

Work got crazy busy and is still busy with crazies... but eh suck is life.

I've been absorbed in updating Underneath it All and I'm proud to report 12k plus words later and it's done. I should have it up this weekend. (that's a lot to edit LOL)

As some of you know my personal life went to shit in late March. Lot's of drama and people showing their true colors all the way around including yours truly. Not meaning to be vague but just don't want to rehash it all... was some heavy stuff. But I am happy to report all is well (for the moment at least) and I did what I always said I would do if I was ever in a certain situation so I can at least say I stayed true to myself, I didn't take the "easy" way out. Suffice it to say it turned into a shitty After School Special and just like in a Lifetime Movie the truth is a bitter pill no one wants to swallow and if you are ever the only one willing to voice it, beware the fallout, but still do it because you know if you were on the other side of the fence you'd want to hear the "real deal" not the "easy deal".

Enough of that...

Original Fiction that has taken up most of my time the last year is moving along well and I hope to have another book out by the end of this year. Might Be Indie Publishing might be Dreamspinner not sure, too soon to tell.

Fell free to clue me into what's gone on in your life if you comment. Much love and hugs to all!

Now some eye candy!
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It's employee and employer review time at my workplace and some of you know the issues I have had there. It has not gotten any better.

Question four was "What do you like least about working here?" and I was honest... a page and a half worth of honesty.

Long story short, the one woman that likes to talk down to and be snide with anyone she feels like was overheard talking to me like that by the owner of the company while my direct supervisor was out. I talked to him, he talked to my boss and my actual review in the conference room is today.

The confusion comes in at her asking me yesterday if I want to "rewrite" my review. I don't understand this question. There isn't anything in there I want to take back but the real conundrum is why this question is being posed to me in the first place. Any one of you guys have any Human Resources experience out there? Can anyone shed some light on this?

Thanks

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net