The Wait

Jan. 29th, 2011 07:04 pm
lynx212: (Ed Roy UIA)
[personal profile] lynx212
Title: The Wait
Fandom: FMA
Pairing/Characters: Roy/Ed
Words: 266
Rating: T
Warning: Major angst alert 
Summary: He'll wait forever if need be.

You came crashing back into my life from the dead.

Everyone kept telling me to accept that you were gone and eventually I did. No more sunlit eyes, no more golden hair. My days were nothing more than scheduled tasks and a list of necessities I barely kept up with to stay functioning.

...I needed you.

I sat in a cold shack up north, a shell of the man I used to be, then I had a dream. I dreamed you needed me...wanted me and I started making the moves everyone had begged me to make to clear my name. Before I knew it, I was back in Central.

Still not the man I was, but closer...ever so closer.

Days rolled into weeks, into months. I did what I was told but I never, never gave up the hope they wanted me to forfeit. My soul would not...could not, be at peace or at rest without yours. We pledged eternity and goddammit that is what we meant. You said you wouldn’t leave me and I vowed the same.

So when you came crashing back into my life, all gunfire and flying machines I was not surprised. You always did know how to make an entrance.

...it was your exit I could not abide by.

You whispered those three words to me. Before telling me to close the gate and you walked away once more. You left with the weight of two worlds on your shoulders and my heart.

I know you are out there now.

All I have to do is wait.

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Date: 2011-01-30 12:23 am (UTC)
vexed_wench: (Default)
From: [personal profile] vexed_wench
This is heart breaking.

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Date: 2011-01-30 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
It is isn't it. had me kinda sniffly writing it.

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Date: 2011-01-30 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baroqueangel.livejournal.com
Beautiful angst <3333 Your muse really is on an angst trip right now.

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Date: 2011-01-30 08:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
Thank you my dear. It is and I need to write smut and I can't >.< So maybe a few more angsty drabbles will satisfy the ole muse.

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Date: 2011-01-30 02:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nochick-fics.livejournal.com
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! D:

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Date: 2011-01-30 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
I know *passes tissue*

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Date: 2011-01-30 02:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ca11iope.livejournal.com
Pretty Saturday evening angst. I liked it. :)

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Date: 2011-01-30 08:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
Thank you! *kisses hand*

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Date: 2011-01-31 12:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
*catches you and fans you gently*

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Date: 2011-01-30 03:57 am (UTC)
amethyst_koneko: (Al wibbles)
From: [personal profile] amethyst_koneko
*sobs* You're killing me here! ;_;

Oh Ed, why did you leave?? What were you thinking? That was the stupidest thing you've ever done! You waited TWO YEARS to come home and you throw away the chance you were given?? Whyyyyy? *cries* [In case you can't tell, I'm still holding a grudge against the movie, specifically the ending. Almost 5 years now and going strong. :)]

I always thought that because Roy cared about (i.e. loved) Ed so much that he wouldn't close the Gate. Roy would never do anything that would in any way deny Ed the opportunity to come home and in my little fangirl heart, that's just what he does, come home! :)

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Date: 2011-01-30 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
I can so feel your pain on everything you said. I feel the same. It was not the ending I wanted but I shall rewrite to fangirl specifications ^_^

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Date: 2011-02-01 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kattrip033.livejournal.com
So pretty and sad. *sniffles* Should not be listening to sappy music while reading these!

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Date: 2011-02-01 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com
*passes you tissue* My angst meter was high the night I wrote these. Glad you enjoyed them ^_^

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Date: 2011-02-02 02:00 am (UTC)

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