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fandomwords100 and because that's her baby ^_^ I hope you enjoy them little lady!Why in hell do I have to make things so damn complicated?
I’d beat my head against the wall if I thought it would work.
But nothing works.
Nothing makes these thoughts and desires go away.
Title: Torn
hpfangirl71 because it's her Birthday and fandomwords100 and because that's her baby ^_^ I hope you enjoy them little lady!He wants me to talk to him.
We’ve always talked about everything, from the great debate over the likelihood of the tooth fairy being real to the merits of knowing everyday alchemy.
He wants me to trust to him.
He wants to work whatever it is out because we are brothers and that’s what we do.
How? How can I tell him this? How can I tell him that us just being brothers is part of my problem.
I’m torn between keeping what I have and having what I truly desire.
Dammit all.
Title: Hopeful
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Verse: Elricest
Author: Little ole me ^_^
Genre: Romance/Angst
Words: 100
Rating: T
Summary: Al laments over his not so familial feelings for Ed.
Warnings: Incest
Written for hpfangirl71 because it's her Birthday and fandomwords100 and because that's her baby ^_^ I hope you enjoy them little lady!
I can’t talk to him.
I just can’t. Every time I even think of opening my mouth and saying what I feel I choke. If I’m tripping over the words in my head I know I’d make a fool of myself trying to get them out of my mouth. I can’t hold this in any longer. For better or for worse, I have to let him know.
But how?
A letter! I could write it down and despite it being cowardly it would be done. I couldn’t chicken out I wouldn’t choke.
I’ll do it and hope for the best!
Title: Devastated
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Verse: Elricest
Author: Little ole me ^_^
Genre: Romance/Angst
Words: 100
Rating: T
Summary: Al laments over his not so familial feelings for Ed.
Warnings: Incest
Written for hpfangirl71 because it's her Birthday and fandomwords100 and because that's her baby ^_^ I hope you enjoy them little lady!
I did it.
I wrote the letter. Poured my heart out like the lovesick soul I am, placed it on his bed and left.
I figured if Ed’s reaction was good I could wait. I’ve sat on this so long what’s another few hours? If it’s bad I didn’t want to be around until he got his head on straight.
It felt like I sat on that hillside watching the front door of the house forever.
When the sun began to set and Ed still never came out to look for me the devastation set in.
What have I done?
Title: Joyful
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Verse: Elricest
Author: Little ole me ^_^
Genre: Romance/Angst
Words: 100
Rating: T
Summary: Al laments over his not so familial feelings for Ed.
Warnings: Incest
Written for hpfangirl71 because it's her Birthday and fandomwords100 and because that's her baby ^_^ I hope you enjoy them little lady!
I was hoping the ground would open and swallow me whole.
What have I done? In a world that’s done nothing but cause me strife I’ve driven away the only thing that mattered to me.
“It’s just as well. I have rotten luck why would this be any different."
"Isn’t that my line?”
My head whipped around so fast I nearly fell over.
“Brother?”
“The one and only,” he said and sat down beside me.
“You don’t hate me.”
“Not possible.”
“Do you… well…”
“I’m not sure but I’m willing to find out.”
…and what a joyful noise that was.