lynx212: (Ed Truth)
lynx212 ([personal profile] lynx212) wrote2011-08-10 10:34 pm

Invidia: XVIII

Title: Invidia: XVIII
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Characters/Pairing: Roy/Ed, one-sided Al/Ed
Verse: Invidia
Author
[info]lynx212 
Words: 285
Rating: T
Genre: Angst/Darkfic
Summary: Ed contemplates his situation and the outlook is bleak ...
Random Quote: “Please explain why your silence makes more noise than thunder.”
A/N: Written for the lovely [info]hpfangirl71 who has a birthday coming up this week... I hope you enjoy it little lady *hugs* 

Previous


He left me here. 

Al really turned, walked away and left me here, wherever the fuck here is. 

It’s dark, I’m alone, I’m tied to a chair and my automail is gone. 

How the fuck did it come to this? What made Al do this to me? He drugged my food. My brother drugged my food. My baby brother drugged my food, is holding me captive and I have no idea what the hell has snapped in his brain that would cause him to do something like this.

I’ve spent the last however many long hours trying to struggle out of the ropes binding me to the chair and thinking. 

What else can I do? 

I’ve already panicked and screamed until my throat was raw and my adrenaline exhausted. The only option that remains is thinking and trying to come up with a way to reason with him when he returns.

If he returns. 

That thought is terrifying enough in and of itself. The situation is as fucked up as they come, but the thought that perhaps whatever has come unhinged in his mind would also allow him to leave me here is even worse. 

Why? Why is this happening? Is the thought and question I keep returning to and the only thing I can think of is the possibility of me leaving him. No I haven’t come out and said it but it had to be obvious since I accepted Roy’s proposal. Maybe if I assure him that, that fact doesn’t mean I’ll disappear from his life he’ll calm down and this nightmare will end.

That’s what this is... a nightmare. 

At this point I’m just hoping I get to wake up from it.
 

[identity profile] hpfangirl71.livejournal.com 2011-08-11 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Oh you truly do love me!! :D
Thank you dear... I love it!! Poor Ed, I actually feel a wee bit sorry for him since he has no idea what Al is capable of... and dark Al leaving him there without a single word as to why is terribly chilling!! Great Job!! :D

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course I love you my dear. So much that I have the next part done as well and hope to get it beta/posted tonight as well as three drabbles for fandom words *HUGS* I hope your birthday rocked!!


And yes Ed has no idea what Al is capable of and by the time he does it will be far too late...

[identity profile] hpfangirl71.livejournal.com 2011-08-15 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
I have a feeling Al may get more out of control than ever before everything is said and done... but can you really blame him?? :D

Thanks for my bday fic gifts... I love them both!! You are the best babe!! :D

[identity profile] ca11iope.livejournal.com 2011-08-11 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
Oh poor Ed. He doesn't know the half of it. As bad as he thinks it is right now, it's much, much worse. :(

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I know and it makes me feel so bad in a way. He has no idea, not even a vague one of just what Al's issue with him is nor just how far he's snapped... I see the rating changing fairly soon

[identity profile] baroqueangel.livejournal.com 2011-08-11 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
Oh Ed, things are only going to get worse I'm affraid.

I do so love the Invidia-verse <3333

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you my dear *kisses hand*

Yes poor Ed doesn't know just how worried he should be.

[identity profile] kattrip033.livejournal.com 2011-08-12 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
Poor Ed. *waits in suspense with popcorn*

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL you won't have to wait much long I may get the next part up tonight. *hugs*

[identity profile] kattrip033.livejournal.com 2011-08-16 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Yay
amethyst_koneko: (RoyEd for me!!)

[personal profile] amethyst_koneko 2011-08-12 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Ah. So Al's not only a sick sonofabitch, he's a sadistic sonofabitch too. :( Taking away the automail, tying Ed to a chair, leaving Ed alone to suffer in indefinite anxiety - not exactly the best way to win someone over loser Al. :p The longer this drags on, the more I fear for Ed. *wibbles*

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes Al is twisted but his sanity is so far gone he can't see his own sadism at this point. In his mind he's doing what's best for him and Ed and there isn't much that could stop him...

[identity profile] binaryalchemist.livejournal.com 2011-08-12 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh fuck....oh fuck....::butterfly in stomach has just turned to Mothra:: you took his AUTOMAIL??? Al...my god...if you'd do that to Ed after drugging him...there's nothing you won't do to Roy.
(damn...this is so incredibly addicting...the next installment can't come too soon!)

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs on you* Yes everyone is in danger and Roy is probably the only one that is even coming closer to speculating how much.

May get the next part up tonight but if not it will be very soon *hugs more...love the Mothra analogy babe*

[identity profile] kyofujimiya.livejournal.com 2011-08-13 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Poor Ed! Good job building the suspense, dear! Looking forward to reading more!

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks babe I'm trying because this is all leading up to quite the shit storm... it won't be long before the next part *hugs*

[identity profile] hellbentllama.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
you're back!!! <D

[identity profile] lynx212.livejournal.com 2011-08-14 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL indeed I am and More is one the way my dear ^_^ *hugs*