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Invidia: XVIII
Title: Invidia: XVIII
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Characters/Pairing: Roy/Ed, one-sided Al/Ed
Verse: Invidia
Author:![[info]](https://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=3)
lynx212
Words: 285
Rating: T
Genre: Angst/Darkfic
Summary: Ed contemplates his situation and the outlook is bleak ...
Random Quote: “Please explain why your silence makes more noise than thunder.”
A/N: Written for the lovely![[info]](https://p.dreamwidth.org/e7d88b9afc25/352503-135244/l-files.livejournal.net/userhead/356)
hpfangirl71 who has a birthday coming up this week... I hope you enjoy it little lady *hugs*
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Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Characters/Pairing: Roy/Ed, one-sided Al/Ed
Verse: Invidia
Author:
lynx212 Words: 285
Rating: T
Genre: Angst/Darkfic
Summary: Ed contemplates his situation and the outlook is bleak ...
Random Quote: “Please explain why your silence makes more noise than thunder.”
A/N: Written for the lovely
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He left me here.
Al really turned, walked away and left me here, wherever the fuck here is.
It’s dark, I’m alone, I’m tied to a chair and my automail is gone.
How the fuck did it come to this? What made Al do this to me? He drugged my food. My brother drugged my food. My baby brother drugged my food, is holding me captive and I have no idea what the hell has snapped in his brain that would cause him to do something like this.
I’ve spent the last however many long hours trying to struggle out of the ropes binding me to the chair and thinking.
What else can I do?
I’ve already panicked and screamed until my throat was raw and my adrenaline exhausted. The only option that remains is thinking and trying to come up with a way to reason with him when he returns.
If he returns.
That thought is terrifying enough in and of itself. The situation is as fucked up as they come, but the thought that perhaps whatever has come unhinged in his mind would also allow him to leave me here is even worse.
Why? Why is this happening? Is the thought and question I keep returning to and the only thing I can think of is the possibility of me leaving him. No I haven’t come out and said it but it had to be obvious since I accepted Roy’s proposal. Maybe if I assure him that, that fact doesn’t mean I’ll disappear from his life he’ll calm down and this nightmare will end.
That’s what this is... a nightmare.
At this point I’m just hoping I get to wake up from it.
Al really turned, walked away and left me here, wherever the fuck here is.
It’s dark, I’m alone, I’m tied to a chair and my automail is gone.
How the fuck did it come to this? What made Al do this to me? He drugged my food. My brother drugged my food. My baby brother drugged my food, is holding me captive and I have no idea what the hell has snapped in his brain that would cause him to do something like this.
I’ve spent the last however many long hours trying to struggle out of the ropes binding me to the chair and thinking.
What else can I do?
I’ve already panicked and screamed until my throat was raw and my adrenaline exhausted. The only option that remains is thinking and trying to come up with a way to reason with him when he returns.
If he returns.
That thought is terrifying enough in and of itself. The situation is as fucked up as they come, but the thought that perhaps whatever has come unhinged in his mind would also allow him to leave me here is even worse.
Why? Why is this happening? Is the thought and question I keep returning to and the only thing I can think of is the possibility of me leaving him. No I haven’t come out and said it but it had to be obvious since I accepted Roy’s proposal. Maybe if I assure him that, that fact doesn’t mean I’ll disappear from his life he’ll calm down and this nightmare will end.
That’s what this is... a nightmare.
At this point I’m just hoping I get to wake up from it.