Looking for a Fic

I am looking for a wonderful (but sad) RoyxEd Fic I read a long time ago. It was up on Aff.net but now it seems to have been moved or deleted. No clue who the author is or the stories title. ( I am so not helping I know)

Most of the story takes place after Ed’s death in a fire that was started by some madman. There was an explosion during the fire that caused Roy to lose his hearing. Roy is having a hard time finding a reason to live now that Ed’s gone.

Anyone have any clue what Fic I am talking about? Any and all suggestions will be appreciated